I had a meet-up with a woman on Thursday. My feet are ruined so walking around the mall was not comfortable for me, and I didn't get to look at her. When I asked if we could sit and talk she said she sits all day. Oops. She is an amazing woman; Ukrainian, programmer, artist, piano player, etc. and afterward she followed up with a note saying I was quite handsome. I guess I lost her at, "You have amazing eyes," when I responded back, she didn't reply. Moving on... Rejection on POF is no big deal, been there, done that, over and over.
But what now? I don't know if I'll be employed in a month, or three months, would I date me if I were a woman looking? And that's just the financial aspect, what about my mood disorder? Do I pull the plug on POF for now or start correspondence with people like RoseOfSpring?
What to do, what to do? I'm going to church, then a bike ride until noon, then to my eldest daughter's home for my other daughter's birthday party.
"RoseOfSpring" you are hilarious.
THE REST OF MY SUNDAY
We had a birthday brunch at Jessica's with the family and it was great. There is no discernible animosity between the mother of my children, (Diane) and me.
I forgot to bring my noon dose of my meds, (not an uncommon occurence), and since I rode my bike over there I didn't have the emergency backup supply handy that I keep in my car. By 2:30 I was "owly," worrying about my money matters, so I left.
When I had my dose and convinced myself it hit and made me "normal," and the I'd had rest of my exercise behind me from riding back home, I went to Diane's to install the Apple TV gift we all pitched in to buy her for Mother's Day. We got along pretty well.
Then I went home about 5:30, begged out on some TV, and got a good night's sleep.

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