Clear out the past, Google-style

I thought I had better Google my name and see what comes up. Damned if it didn't implicate me and my condition. I sent a blog post to an artist whereby it started out saying, "I have suffered from Bipolar II Disorder..." It was on YouTube, so captured by Google, and my confession, which started out relatively secretly, was there for the world to see?

What more awaits me? I am now waking and starting to consciously look forward to my first morning dose. Should I take it now, or should I take it in an hour, thereby having it in my system for a 1 pm dose vs. a noon dose? And then there's the job hunt situation.

Stay tuned! The whole staff will be at work today, and the GM's job seems as volatile as anybody's.

I got a call from an ex-girlfriend and it woke me up last night. I was quick enough to say, "Hello?  Hello?" and she spoke but I pretended I didn't hear her and said, "Hello?" and hung up. She asked if I was home. Now what???

1pm SATURDAY

Halfway through the day and business is slow coming inn off the streets. Everybody is asking each other their options. In our weekly sales meeting we were told we could do one if three things:

1) Tell Feldmann to fuck off

2) Apply or a job at the Mercedes store

3) interview for position at he new location that is projected to open the end of July.

I have a fourth option. I'm kidding, I need a fourth option because option one implies we can afford to tell them to go fuck themselves.