I was labeled as having ADHD. My own personal test is to try to take a break along enough to smoke a whole cigarette without getting up. The first pack I bought, I was 2 for 20, i.e. I only get through 2 in one sitting.
My second pack, Marlboro Reds 100’s, I fared a bit better. See? Medicinal. My strategy to defeat the conscious inability to sit for a two minute break? Don stop for a smoke, just keep going. And there is my goal, smoke less with little breaks, my body will know when to take a break. But nooo! My mind won’t let my exhausted body rest, and the battle ensues.
Wake n Bake.
When I roomed with Roger in college we had a thing called B.I.B.s, (bongs in bed). First person up, introduces the other to sit up in bed, and have a B.I.B.
When I went to see Mark, it was Wake & Bake before we put our bodies through hell, the only breaks I would try to take was to sit through a cigarette.
. I got 6 hours and 40 minutes of sleep, but was up at 5:30. Futzed around, drank a French vanilla double latte, looked at the monumental task ahead, realized I had 9 hours to pack, smoked up a bowl, and had a whole cigarette in one sitting and my resting heart rate is 73. Last week it was 83 - 86.
One for one in the sitting still category! I smoked the whole damn thing in the secret garden.
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